I Was Tagged
1.) Real Name: Sorry!
2.) Nicknames: Waffles, Kitten, Jerk
3.) Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
4.) Male or Female: Call me whatever.
5.) Nursery: I didn't have one?
6.) Primary School: Sundance.
7.) Secondary School: Sundance.
8.) Hair Color: Ahhh it's brown..? I think??
10.) Loud or Quiet: Mostly quiet, but goofy.
11.) Sweats or Jeans: Sweats
12.) Phone or Camera: Phone
13.) Health Freak: Ehhhh I don't exercise.. or eat well...
14.) Drink or Smoke: Ew.
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: EeaahhhhYYeeah?
16.) Political orientation: NA
17.) Piercings: 6 ear, tongue, lip
18.) Tattoos: Planning on getting one soon!
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
19.) Airplane: Mhm.
20.) Car Accident: Technically?
21.) Fist Fight: Close.
FIRSTS:
22.) First piercing: I don't remember..
23.) First Best Friend: My first best friend's name is Kyle.
24.) First Instrument played: Technically the recorder. They made me!
25.) First award: Ah... Maybe like a third grade math thing?? I can't remember that far back.
26.) First Crush: Uhmmm... I think it was my friend Kyle?
27.) First Language: American English.
28.) First Big Vacation: I really want to go to Ireland.
LASTS:
29.) Last Person you talked to: K31T0
30.) Last Person You Texted: Reese
31.) Last Person You Watched: ..Ah... Like on TV? Probably Mark Fischbach
32.) Last Food You Ate: Crunchy Oats n' Honey granola bar with milk.
33.) Last Movie You Watched: Maleficent?
34.) Last Song You listened to: I wasn't paying attention-Right now it's Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin
35.) Last Thing You Bought: Aquarium products.
36.) Last Person You Hugged: Reese?
FAVES:
37.) Food: Chicken Fettuccine Alfredo
38.) Drinks: Dr. Pepper
39.) Clothing: Plaid button-ups, loose neutral clothing
40.) Book: Proooobably A Wrinkle in Time
41.) Color: Green
42.) Flower: Ahh... Marygolds?
43.) Music: Comedy, alternative, classic Jazz
44.) Movie: MMMMMmmmm Second Hand Lions?
46.) Subjects: Art
IN THE PAST YEAR I...
47.) [ ] Kissed in the rain
48.) [X] Celebrated Halloween
49.) [/] Had Your Heart Broken
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [X] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [ ] Used a Weapon
53.) [I wish] Breathed fire
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion
55.) [/] Done something you've regretted
56.) [ ] Broke a Promise
57.) [X] Kept a Secret
58.) [XXX] Pretended To Be Happy
59.) [XXX] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
60.) [ ] Pretended To Be Sick
61.) [ ] Left The Country
62.) [ ] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it
63.) [XX] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [ ] Ran a Mile
65.) [ ] Went To the Beach
66.) [ ] Stayed Single
CURRENTLY:
67.) Eating: Nothing
68.) Drinking: Milk, about to bring out DP
69.) Getting Ready To: Draw more/ Go to Work
70.) Listening To: Halfway Gone- Lifehouse
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: MMmmmmm Work.
72.) Waiting For: My crush to talk to me
YOUR FUTURE:
73.) Want Kids: Blechhh
74.) Want To Get Married: I don't know.
75.) Careers in minds: Hopefully an animator, or an author? Maybe a voice actor?
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL:
76.) Lips or Eyes: Eyes
77.) Shorter or Taller: Either
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: More on the spontaneous side?
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Stomach...
80.) Sensitive or Loud: Not too sensitive.
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: Depends
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: Depends on how troublesome. Happy medium?
HAVE YOU EVER:
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: Yeah!
84.) Ran Away From Home: Yeah..?
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: No..
86.) Killed Somebody: 0~0 No, Have you?
87.) Broken Someone's Heart: I think so..
88.) Been Arrested: Nuh-uh
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90.) Yourself: Sometimes
91.) Miracles: Sometimes
92.) Love at First Sight: Ehhhh
93.) Heaven: Not really.
94.) Santa Claus: Heh... No.
96.) Magic: Yeah!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: Mhm!
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: I could be happier.
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You're With: I'm not with them, but most of the time.
This was fun, But Ah... I'm tagging..
sayaketsu, JManLee, TheNatchan
Have fun!
A little problem.
I want to talk about something pretty personal, today. But I’m not happy. And this has nothing to do with my appearance, or how other people see me; well kind of, but also not, if that makes sense.
So I guess, I’m sitting here waiting to go to my first party and I question myself, “If someone comes up to you and asks ‘what you are’ what are you going to say? Saying, ‘Well, it’s complicated but I’m.. me’ Won’t really fit the bill with people around *here*.” So I Have to figure it out, and it’s really stressing me out.
First, I know my identity was going to be outside of the binary range. I know I’m not exclusive with my identity, and I know that I’m more ‘round’ than that, because of how I’m inclined to feel about myself.
Then I thought around ‘gender-fluid’ because I had seen it around and it seemed to sort of fit how I felt about myself. But it’s kind of like trying to smash a slightly distorted puzzle piece into a space that didn’t *quite* fit. But it was okay, for that point in time. More trouble came as I was dressing as I wanted to, and I cut my hair off and all and I found it frustrating (In fact, I’m rolling my eyes right now), that my mom would correct people who ‘mistook’ me for a male, when I told her it was completely fine and that I didn’t mind. I.. Don’t really think that I’m comfortable with explaining to her how I feel, though. I don’t trust her.
Then I looked at it, because I had thought about it, I’ve been seeing a lot of the identifying stuff on tumblr and it just got me thinking, after I had seen and read a little more about the term ‘agender’. And then I question myself yet again, “Am I agender? Does that fit me better?” I don’t know. My gender fluctuates physically and mentally depending on the day, and sometimes I feel like nothing. So I looked it up: “Am I agender or gender fluid?” and *THEN*
I found the term ‘neutrois’. With all of these gender identities out there I just, I don’t know what to do. And this is what I wanted to put out there. I am an extremely confused teenager who probably needs more sleep and relax more but this is something that I think might be important. I don’t know.
I’m looking at binders; Homemade solutions and factory made options, and just trying to look natural and neutral. That’s how I like myself. As me. I don’t need any attachments but I also want people to understand me, though I know they won’t. Please give me some feedback on.. whatever. On suggestions, on comments, personal experiences, I’ll read them all.
If you read this far, I’d like to thank you.
~Waffles (Created 5/26/2015 at 5:54 pm)
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Commissions?
I'll post some more of my art, some more varied examples. I don't go into a lot of detail here with my artwork, because I mainly post on Instagram, But I really hope that you'll give me some feedback and suggest what I do next.
One of my goals is to move out this Summer, because I can't stay at home anymore. I can't stand it, and I'm so excited to leave. Keep rooting for me, guys!